I spilled a bottle of beer as the foam gagged up to heaven
In a German-grade tumbler, crystal-clear
contrasting the colour of my heart.
I fell once again deliberately to the devil.
I failed her test because I had to fail to make her see me for who I am
Not who I'm carefully learning to be.
After all, love is unconditional
And she will hurt more if I piled up the lies.
It was all a lie. I didn't defeat my monster.
There's no monster but me,
And she will love me still despite my flaws
Or I will conclude I certainly have no chance to be loved again.
But my love,
I have first to win the walls before the war and then the world before your heart.
Only then will Love's birthday be celebrated
amongst nobles and royalties
In Jupiter.
In a German-grade tumbler, crystal-clear
contrasting the colour of my heart.
I fell once again deliberately to the devil.
I failed her test because I had to fail to make her see me for who I am
Not who I'm carefully learning to be.
After all, love is unconditional
And she will hurt more if I piled up the lies.
It was all a lie. I didn't defeat my monster.
There's no monster but me,
And she will love me still despite my flaws
Or I will conclude I certainly have no chance to be loved again.
But my love,
I have first to win the walls before the war and then the world before your heart.
Only then will Love's birthday be celebrated
amongst nobles and royalties
In Jupiter.